Jesus' disciples were baffled. They had been unable to drive a demon out
of a youngster. The "why" question was haunting them, just as it often
haunts us!
The answer is simple but hard to apply: "Because you
have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small
as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to
there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." (Matt
17:20 NIV)
What is faith if you can't conquer your worst fears?
What is faith if you are left defeated and discouraged?
One of
the things I feared the most was crossing suspension bridges. I was so
afraid of these wobbly things that I refused to cross them. I would take
a few steps, wave at my eager family, who were generally already on the
other side, and then quickly return to safer ground. The way they wiggle
from side to side literally terrified me!
Last year I faced three
suspension bridges in the same Canyon: Canyon Ste-Anne, in the lovely
province of Quebec, Canada. My wobbly legs were shaking initially, but
the only way to visit this beautiful canyon was to cross the bridges! I
decided to put my faith in Jesus, the One who promised, "In me you may
have peace." (John 16:33 NIV). I was going to claim that inner peace no
matter what!
Assisted by my wife and the presence of my Lord, I
hesitatingly took the first step. Thanks to the eager teenagers ahead of
me, the bridge was shaking uncontrollably. But I claimed victory in
Jesus and took the second step. The bridge swayed wildly from the left
to the right and back again, but by keeping my goal - the other side of
this waltzing bridge - in sight, I took another step. I desperately
wanted to slow down, to stop. Because I only see from one eye, I only
see in two-dimensions and I felt I needed more time to process the steps
I was taking! But I didn't stop, and in the end, I made it to the other
side.
I would love to say it was by my own might, but it wasn't.
Believe me, I had never done anything like this before. If God hadn't
sustained me, I wouldn't have made it. Faith really works!
The
next suspension bridge was child's play. Hey, I can do all things
through the One who sustains me! The more the bridge wiggled, the
better! It was, in fact, quite fun! Especially when I stopped in the
middle to take pictures. Wow! The fun I've been missing all of these
years! Where's the next suspension bridge? I can't wait to go out on it
and start jumping up and down!
I conquered my fear of suspension
bridges that day in the province of Quebec. God is the One who gave me
the victory!
Why though do we so often face defeat?
"Because you have so little faith." (Matt 17:20 NIV)
It was the
first time I was able to cross a suspension bridge, my worst fear in
life, but the victory had always been mine for the taking, if I had only
had enough faith!
What can faith do?
"I tell you the
truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this
mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be
impossible for you." (Matt 17:20 NIV)
What is the secret of the
mustard seed?
It's one of the smallest seeds on this earth. Once
buried in the ground however, it does not remain tiny. It grows and
grows and grows to a tall bush, at times as high as 15 feet! And it
grows wildly, moving rocks and stones out of its way in order to reach
its full potential. Nothing can hinder its growth.
This kind of
faith will move mountains!
We face many mountains during our
existence, impasses that seem impossible to move: illnesses, break-ups
of relationships, alienations, rejections, criticisms, put downs, job
losses...
Faith will tell us it will be OK.
Will we
believe in it? It all depends on Who we decide to trust!
"What is
impossible with men is possible with God." (Luke 18:27 NIV)
Do we
believe this?
Did you know that Jesus' disciples had faith issues
as well? This is one of the reasons why they could not heal that
demon-possessed youngster. Do you know when they finally believed? Right
before Jesus was arrested! Jesus declared "You believe at last!" (John
16:31 NIV)
Why?
After all that time with Jesus, they
finally concluded that He "came from God." (John 16:30 NIV)
And
then they abandoned Him when He was arrested!
"If you have faith"
(Matt 17:20 NIV)
Too many of us misunderstand this statement. We
take it as an assurance of whatever it is we are asking for. We want to
be healed, so we decide to believe in healing. We want a spouse, so we
decide to believe we will find a spouse.
But this is not the
message Jesus is conveying. Our faith should not be limited to believing
we will receive what we ask for. Our faith should be much bigger! We
need to believe in Jesus, the Christ and how much He loves us! We need
to be able to know beyond doubt that God will do what is best for us,
even if it may not be specifically what we are asking for! We need to be
able to answer as the disciples did: "'You came from God.'" (John
16:30). This is key to faith, friends! To understand that Jesus came
from God! And to this answer Jesus replied: "You believe at last!" (John
16:31)
You, too, can conquer your fears. Not by your own might,
but by faith in the One who can make it possible. By faith in the love
He has for us, by faith in the fact that He will always do what is best
for us, even if this may not be what we are specifically asking for!
Only then will our mountains be moved! Only then will we see God in His
full splendour.
"If you have faith" (Matt 17:20 NIV)
This
suspension bridge sure is wobbly! Come on out and join me! It'll be fun!
Rob Chaffart