I was so excited the day I began kindergarten. I couldn't wait to meet
the other kids and make friends. It's true, I was also a bit nervous to
leave my mom behind. For the first time in my life I would not be with
her.
Kindergarten did not quite meet up to my expectations,
however. I couldn't understand a word, for one thing, either from my
teacher of from my fellow classmates. They were all talking gibberish!
Was this a joke? But no. Day after day they kept on talking this
incomprehensible language. It wasn't a joke at all! It wad reality! Why
did my parents send me here?
At home we spoke French, but as we
were living on the Dutch side of Belgium, Dutch was the official
language at school. Sadly I had never heard this language before, even
though I lived in the Dutch side of my own country!
My teacher
was often mad at me for not following her instructions. My fellow
students often laughed at me as if I was the most stupid kid in the
Flanders, and maybe I was. At least these children understood what was
said and I didn't! There must be something very wrong with me!
My
teacher would put problem kids under her desk, and I found myself there
often. One day I got so frustrated for being put there yet again when I
didn't even know what I had done wrong that I did the unthinkable. After
all, I had been punished for something, why not make certain that it
would be well-deserved? I swiped the teacher's bell and started to ring
it.
The children in the classroom started to laugh hysterically.
My teacher grabbed my ear in her hand and pulled me out of my dark
dungeon. I had never seen her so red in her face. She kept on holding my
ear as if it was a price possession as she marched me to the principal's
office.
There again, I couldn't understand what he said. My mom
was called to come to the principal's office immediately. That was when
the teacher realised that there was a language barrier, and after that I
was treated with more compassion. Before leaving the principal's office,
I grabbed his hand and said in French: "Don't worry. I will never do
this again!" I certainly kept my promise.
Interestingly enough,
when I first arrived at school, I felt completely stupid. Why couldn't I
understand what other people said? Why couldn't I make any friends? Was
I so repulsive? I felt like a beggar sleeping alone underneath a dirty
bridge. I wished I could disappear!
When finally someone
realized, however, that I couldn't understand Dutch, and my teacher
started to patiently teach me Dutch, I felt like I had been promoted. I
felt like royalty. My teacher cared for me after all, and i did my best
to learn that language. I wanted my teacher to be proud of me.
Some of you who read this have had similar situations where you felt
completely stupid and unwanted. Maybe it still happens. Don't ever give
up. You don't have to remain a reject. Our Heavenly Father loves you,
and He has great plans for you, plans that will make you feel like
royalty, which you are, as you are a son or daughter of the Most High!
He brought me out of the miry clay and into a bright future. He will do
the same for you: "'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the
LORD, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope
and a future.'" (Jer 29:11, NIV2)
Have you ever been stuck under
your teacher's desk? Don't worry about it. Our Father will see you
through to a brighter future!
Rob Chaffart