Peter had been miraculously freed from a high security prison (See "Facing
Unimaginable Odds, Part 26a: The End is Not The End"). He headed
straight to the house of Mary, where fellow believers had been praying
ardently for his release. Their prayers had been fulfilled, but they
didn't yet know.
When Peter reached the house of these faithful
believers, he knocked, and Rhonda, a servant girl, came to the door.
Before she opened it, however, she recognized Peter's voice. Excited,
she turned on her heels to announce the good news to her fellow
believers, leaving poor Peter standing outside!
"Peter is at the
door!" She exclaimed excitingly.
With such terrific news, the
house should have erupted into an uproar, but this was not the case.
Instead, no one believed her (See Acts 12:15a), and these ardent
believers exclaimed: "You are out of your mind!"
Where was their
faith? Hadn't they been praying for Peter's release? And now that their
prayer had been answered, they still didn't even believe it!
So
many times we act the same way. Do we truly believe?
Peter,
however, was still locked out. He continued to knock on the door, but to
no avail. No one believed he had been freed. Eventually they did open
the door, and only then did all of them believe. How could they not
believe, after all, with Peter standing right in front of them?
Why do we have such a hard time believing in the impossible? After all,
"You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the
one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world." (1John
4:4, NIV2)
The prison guards as well didn't believe that Peter
was gone. They searched the entire prison, but they came up empty. How
was it possible that the two soldiers attached to Peter hadn't even seen
anything? No wonder Herod had them executed.
I, too, faced
skepticism when I was completely healed. Let me backtrack to what
happened to me last year.
Late Summer, 2014, I was diagnosed by a
cardiologist as having an abnormality in my heart. No wonder I could
hardly do any exercise. I couldn't play sports any longer, as it made my
brain spin, and at times, even walking would make me so dizzy that I had
to stop in my tracks. Going up stairs was slow, just one step at a time.
I had become an old man years before my time.
The reality of it
hit me head on while I was in Edinburgh, Scotland, on August 2nd, 2014.
We were heading for the Tattoo, a famous music festival for all those
who used to be or are still part of Great Britain. We had to take the
bus, and one was coming a bit too fast. As we weren't yet at the bus
stop, I started to run. Within seconds, I was confused and completely
dizzy. In fact, I almost blacked out.
Once back home, my first
stop was to see a cardiologist, the best in the region, and the news was
grim: My heart was enlarged, and worse, I had two parts to the aortic
valve leading into my heart chamber instead of the normal three part,
confirmed by several tests that I had to undergo. I remembered back to
when I was sixteen. I had been diagnosed at that time with a heart
murmur, probably as a result of the same thing. Now, with my age working
against me, I would have to slow down, and it was recommended that I
start taking beta-blockers. After praying about it and researching the
beta-blockers, I became convinced that these beta-blockers would not be
for my benefit, so I didn't take them. I decided to trust in my Heavenly
Dad instead. At the same time, however, I began to prepare myself for my
possible demise. I began putting together instructions on how to
continue our online ministry if something were to happen to me.
My wife and my children prayed for me, that I would continue to live so
that I could be an encouragement to others at all times. As the former
cardiologist had no bedside manner, I requested a referral to another
cardiologist. This one was the exact opposite of the former one in
mannerisms. He was friendly and encouraging, and he wanted me to do more
tests.
One day in October, amidst a tumultuous time at work, I
woke up completely refreshed, assured that I was healed. I hadn't even
seen the second doctor yet, but after this time, I didn't experience any
more dizziness. I was able to run up the stairs and play sports with my
students without problems. I knew in my heart that I was healed.
Just yesterday, February 13, 2015, 4 months later, I had a follow-up
appointment with my cardiologist, and he told me that at times it is
hard to discern all the flaps of the heart valve with an ultrasound.
However in the latest ultrasound, it was clear that I had 3 flaps. My
heart valve was completely normal. In fact, he found nothing in my heart
that was of concern.
Doctors always have to look for reasonable
explanations. Instead of concurring, I asked my Father what His take was
on this, and His answer was clear: "Filled with compassion, Jesus
reached out his hand and touched the man. 'I am willing,' he said. 'Be
clean!' Immediately the leprosy left him and he was cured." (Mark
1:41-42, NIV) God had healed me completely. God gave me another flap to
my heart valve so that I could continue with ministry. What else could
explain that the dizziness had evaporated in the blink of an eye?
What happened to me will happen to others as well. Do we truly
believe this? You can be healed my friend! You can experience victory.
You can be freed from anything. Just depend on God's Holy Spirit for
direction. With Him at the helm, you have nothing to worry about.
Specialists can leave us doubting, only our Heavenly Father can
confirm whether it is of Him or not. Doubt will never leave us
satisfied. We either believe or we don't. If doubt starts to intimidate
us, may we remember to let our Father intimidate doubt.
What is
your take?
Rob Chaffart