When I was much younger, I attended a church where grace was unknown
and legalism was the rule. Although I could never accept certain aspects
of my church's doctrine, I believed that they had the truth.
Unfortunately, their truth was not founded on the person of Christ.
Instead, it was founded on doctrines requiring us to attain our
salvation through works.
Completely hooked in, I was involved in
every aspect of the church. I was an elder and a youth leader. I
directed Vacation Bible School and was the chairman of the school board.
I was the superintendent of fellowship Bible Studies, I visited the
elderly, I acted as a mediator, and I did quite a bit of lay preaching.
I was constantly in the lime light, but although I enjoyed every minute
of it, I was completely empty.
What bothered me the most was that
most people in my church weren't sure of their salvation. Was I really
worshipping God here, or was I on a self-delusional trip to an asylum?
The weight on my shoulders became heavier, the emptiness more
pronounced.
I finally cried out to God: "Lord, help me find your
truth. I am so confused!"
His promise of "Ask and it will be
given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened
to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him
who knocks, the door will be opened." (Matt 7:7-8 NIV) became a reality,
and I found that truth is not a concept or a doctrine, but a Person: "I
am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except
through me." (John 14:6 NIV)
God's Spirit became real to me, and
His Word, the Bible, became alive. Peace overcame me, and love from the
Most High invaded my life.
I didn't immediately leave that
church. Instead I tried to share my newfound joy with its members. But
they were too scared that doubting the doctrine of their church would
result in hell-fire. That's when I learned that any church that holds on
to lies can never have the Truth of God. This mixing of truth and lies
is the way the devil got his foot in the door in the first place, isn't
it? "Did God really say . . . ?" (Gen 3:1 NIV)
Truth says: No one
can reach heaven on his own. (See Eph 2:8-9)
Truth says: I am not
a concept, but a Person who will help you break free from your bondages
(See John 8:36).
Truth says: It is God who saved us through His
Son Jesus. We had no part in it, except to accept His gracious offer and
fall on our knees in total gratitude (See John 3:16).
Truth says:
We have a reliable guide who will lead us in God's truth. Our only job
is to rely on Him (See John 16:13).
Truth says: It can only be
found in God's Word, the Bible. And the way to unlock that Truth is by
letting God's Spirit, the author of this fantastic book, guide you (See
James 1:22-25).
But before I could truly recognize Truth, I had
to be broken. Before then, God couldn't penetrate my self-imposed,
thick-headed shield. He couldn't be in charge of my life when I was so
rigidly in the driver's seat!
Do you want to know freedom? Would
you like to experience Truth?
Then from the bottom of your heart,
ask God: "Lord please guide me to Your Truth."
Remember that you
will need to be utterly broken before you can hear God's voice. He has
been trying to reach you since you were born, but your defense shield is
keeping Him at bay. He truly loves you. He is more than willing to lead
you to real Truth that will liberate you from your bondages.
Why
not ask Him today?
Rob Chaffart