"God's Spirit touches our spirits and confirms who we really are. We
know who he is, and we know who we are: Father and children." (Romans
8:16 MSG) "But when the Friend comes, the Spirit of the Truth, he will
take you by the hand and guide you into all the truth there is. He won't
draw attention to himself, but will make sense out of what is about to
happen and, indeed, out of all that I have done and said." (John 16:13 MSG) All these promises about the Holy Spirit are true. I have
experienced Him fully and He is always with me.
It's true that
when, as a younger me, I read such Bible verses, they didn't make sense
to me. Their Truth only became evident when I began getting to know my
Heavenly Father on a personal level. Now I am never alone!
I used
to be quite religious. Even though I attended church, I felt completely
empty. What I liked the most about going to church was my friends. We
picnicked together, camped together, looked after one another's kids and
had decent fun.
That all changed the day I first attended a
Messianic Synagogue. My life changed drastically. I experienced the
palpable presence of the Holy Spirit for the first time, and I invited
Him to dwell in me. From that day on, when I read the Bible, I
understood it. The Bible became alive, thanks to its Author, God's Holy
Spirit. He is now my best friend as well as my guide.
What about
my friends in the other church? Because they didn't know God personally,
and because the Holy Spirit was not taught in my church, my friends
couldn't accept His presence. It scared them so much that they abandoned
me. The pastor of that church even began a year-long sermon series
preaching against the Holy Spirit. So sad. What they couldn't
understand, they rejected completely.
It doesn't matter, however,
that I lost all my friends, for I now have a bosom friend who will never
abandon me: God's Holy Spirit.
When Jesus was on the verge of
being arrested, He knew His disciples would flee, for this was a natural
tendency. He was also aware that it didn't matter, for He taught: "But a
time is coming, and has come, when you will be scattered, each to his
own home. You will leave me all alone. Yet I am not alone, for my Father
is with me." (John 16:32 NIV). Although all His disciples abandoned Him,
He was not alone, and neither are we!
His presence is way more
important to me than anyone else. I still love my former friends and I
continue to pray for them. Unfortunately, however, this love is not
mutual.
The Holy Spirit has guided me all along. He guided me to
the right job. The day my colleague told me that the French Consultant
was pregnant, I dreamed I was sitting in her office, even though I had
never seen her office. A few months later, as I had a workshop in the
building where she worked, I knocked at her door. When she opened it, I
was completely astonished. Her office was exactly what I had seen in my
dream. Sure enough, I took her position during her maternity leave.
After this, I again had to seek a new position. One day the Holy Spirit
gave me the name of the school where I would work. Sure enough, a
position came available, I applied, and I am still teaching there.
We humans depend on medicine, and when I had problems sleeping, I,
too, depended on prescription sleeping tablets that were supposedly
non-addictive. Three years later, I tried to go off them. This resulted
in severe anxiety attacks at night. Here, too, the Holy Spirit guided me
to victory. Over the course of the next several months, I was able to
become completely free from these pills.
The Holy Spirit has also
guided me to a Spirit-filled church. He is my everything. He guides me
at all times. The only problem is that sometimes I stubbornly pursue my
own will. Even then, however, He stands by me, guiding me back into His
will. I truly can say with King David: "Even though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me;
your rod and your staff, they comfort me." (Psalm 23:4 NIV) If you don't
know God's Holy Spirit, would you like to get to know Him? If you do,
feel free to email me. I will share with you how you can experience Him
fully. He loves you, you know.
Rob Chaffart