"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of
heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in
heaven. Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not
prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name
perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew
you. Away from me, you evildoers!" (Matt 7:21-23, NIV2)
While we
were in Northern Scotland last year, we discovered a quite unique
feature to most of their roads: They were only one lane wide. Yet
despite their lack of width, they are considered two-way roads. It's
quite an adventure, trust me!
These roads are built on trust.
When a driver notices a vehicle heading the opposite way, one of the two
has to stop at one of the many alcoves (passing places) on the side of
the road to let the other vehicle pass safely. The problem is, even in
the passing places, there is barely room for two cars! Though she hadn't
been looking forward to having to drive on the opposite side of the road
from what she was used to, my wife jokingly stated that remembering
which side to drive on wasn't a problem at all--There was only one side
to the road!
Interestingly, when a car passes by a stopped
vehicle in a passing place, the driver usually gives a wave of
appreciation. Not everyone follows these unwritten rules, however, and
some, especially tourists, don't even stop. Instead they push on
forward, forcing others to back up to the last known passing place. It
is truly as if they are saying, "Me first!" I must say that it is quite
an experience to trust total strangers. I hope we can all learn to trust
one another as the Scotts do on their one-lane roads!
The same is
true with how we treat Jesus. We either trust Him fully, or we try to
push ourselves ahead and insist on being first.
Remember Judas?
"Calling the Twelve to him, he began to send them out two by two and
gave them authority over impure spirits. . . They went out and preached
that people should repent. Drove out many demons and anointed many sick
people with oil and healed them." (Mark 6:7,12-13 NIV2)
Wow!
Judas, being among the twelve who were sent out, experienced God's
power. He, too, had accepted by word to follow Jesus. Deep down in his
heart, however, he remained in full control. Life was all about him.
This is clearly indicated when a woman named Mary poured expensive
perfume over Jesus' feet. Judas was furious! This was a waste of money!
Why did Jesus allow this? And he wasn't too quiet about his grumbling,
either: "But one of his disciples, Judas Iscariot, who was later to
betray him, objected, 'Why wasn't this perfume sold and the money given
to the poor? It was worth a year's wages.' He did not say this because
he cared about the poor but because he was a thief (He never had given
his heart fully to God.); as keeper of the money bag, he used to help
himself to what was put into it." (John 12:4-6, NIV2). After all, in his
own eyes, he was clearly right, and Jesus was completely wrong!
Judas' heart had never been completely on God's side. His self-interest
and desire to remain in control was what mattered to him, and this
eventually pushed him to betray Jesus. As long as Jesus could be his
Santa, he didn't mind following him, at least from a distance; however
this Jesus didn't fit in his personal plans.
Anyone who follows
in Judas' footsteps and follows God as long as He acts like a Santa and
provides all the things they yearn for, will sooner or later be bitterly
disappointed. Life, after all, isn't about us, but rather, about our
loving Father in heaven.
There are two kinds of believers:
1. Those who let circumstances dictate who God is.
2. Those
who let God be in charge of all of their circumstances.
We either
follow God with all our hearts, or we follow our self-interest. Those in
the first group know what being fully alive means. They experience God
fully, no matter what their circumstances. After all, it's through
adversity that we learn to depend solely on our Father who always comes
through for us.
Judas lost his opportunity to experience Jesus
fully. Just like those who force their way on the Scottish one-lane
roads, Judas' ego had been in the way all along. He completely missed
the boat.
We either decide to be fully in control, or we let
Jesus be at the steering wheel. Only by following Him can we experience
Him fully deep down in our heart. Only then will we truly trust Him.
After all, even Jesus depended solely on His Father: "For I have come
down from heaven not to do my will but to do the will of him who sent
me." (John 6:38, NIV2)
"Out of my way, you vipers! Don't you know
I have important things to do! This is my road!"
Oh, really?
Rob Chaffart