Why do we doubt so much? It's true that in our world nothing comes for
free, but have we forgotten that the Lord's way is quite different from
the norms of our world? If He promises something, it will be fulfilled,
guaranteed. So why do we doubt?
"But when he asks, he must
believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea,
blown and tossed by the wind." (James 1:6, NIV)
We are like that
traveler who has never taken a train before and who is confused about
the information portrayed to him. There are so many tracks and so many
trains, and none of them seem to indicate where he wants to go, for they
only mention their final destination. He climbs aboard one train, but
before it leaves the station, he jumps back off: "What if it is the
wrong train?" He could spend the whole day doing this. He could also ask
someone he trusts. But is there anyone at the train station he trusts?
Could luck fellow traveler. I hope you don't stay stuck in your
indecision!
How would we react if a huge army, such as the one of
Ben-Hadad, King of Aram, surrounded our town, and we were literally
starving? Some of our neighbors had became cannibalistic, for no food
could be found. Would we start to doubt?
The King of Israel at
that time was furious at his circumstances, and he blamed the prophet
Elisha (See 2 Kings 6:31b). Shortly after that he blamed God directly.
It is so easy to do so, even in our day and age: "This disaster is from
the LORD. Why should I wait for the LORD any longer?" (2Kgs 6:33b, NIV2)
It is so typical for us to blame God for our own wrong doing! "God
should have prevented me from doing wrong! I am not responsible!"
What about freewill?
Most of the people in that town had not
searched for God's will. Instead they took it in their own hands how to
cope with adversity, and by doing so, they sinned greatly!
Elisha's answered: "Hear the word of the LORD. This is what the LORD
says: About this time tomorrow, a seah of the finest flour will sell for
a shekel and two seahs of barley for a shekel at the gate of Samaria.""
(2Kgs 7:1, NIV2)
Instead of being encouraged, an officer
responded: "Look, even if the LORD should open the floodgates of the
heavens, could this happen?" (2Kgs 7:2b, NIV2)
Doubt was at the
centre of his answer, and no wonder, after so much blaming God! But
doubt costs dearly, and it influences everybody around us. Sadly we
often forget that fact.
Elisha's response? "'You will see it with
your own eyes,' answered Elisha, 'but you will not eat any of it!'"
(2Kgs 7:2c, NIV2)
Nearby, the fulfillment of this prophesy was
coming to fruition when four men with leprosy decided to go for a stroll
outside the city walls. Their logic was impeccable: "Why stay here until
we die?" (2Kgs 7:3c, NIV2) They decided to go to the enemy's camp where
at least they would find food. Not only were these beggars the enemy,
but due to their leprosy, they were also outcasts of society. They
concluded: "If they spare us, we live; if they kill us, then we die.""
(2Kgs 7:4c, NIV2) In other words, they felt they had a better chance of
survival with the enemy!
At dusk they crossed over to the enemy
camp. Surprised that there was no noise, they found it completely empty
from any human presence. These lepers didn't know that "the Lord had
caused the Arameans to hear the sound of chariots and horses and a great
army, so that they said to one another, 'Look, the king of Israel has
hired the Hittite and Egyptian kings to attack us!' So they got up and
fled in the dusk and abandoned their tents and their horses and donkeys.
They left the camp as it was and ran for their lives." (2Kgs 7:6-7,
NIV2)
Imagine that, this huge army running for their lives from
an imaginary enemy! Only God could orchestrate something like that!
These lepers literally had themselves a feast. They ate and drank to
their heart's content, and they took silver, gold and clothes and hid
them. Used to being shunned by others, they were the only ones who not
only had food for years on end, but who obtained substantial wealth as
well.
Soon they realized that they were being a bit too selfish.
After all, the inhabitants of their own city were starving to death and
shaking in fear of their ruthless enemy, not knowing that the enemy had
evaporated into nothingness. They concluded: "What we're doing is not
right. This is a day of good news and we are keeping it to ourselves. If
we wait until daylight, punishment will overtake us. Let's go at once
and report this to the royal palace." (2Kgs 7:9, NIV2)
What
happens when we bring good news to doubters? Yes, they will continue to
doubt! The king thought it was a subterfuge, a plot for their own
destruction. He could imagine several scenarios of how the enemy would
turn this into their own victory! (See verse 12)
Still, what if
this were true? The king could sure spare the lives of a few meager
soldiers and so he decided to send two chariots with horses after the
Aramean army. The good news message was postponed because of doubt!
The evidence was quite clear though: "They followed them as far as
the Jordan, and they found the whole road strewn with the clothing and
equipment the Arameans had thrown away in their headlong flight. So the
messengers returned and reported to the king." (2Kgs 7:15, NIV2)
Only then were the people allowed to raid the camp for the provisions
they so dearly needed. They would survive this after all. God had come
through, even though the King and his commanders had doubted.
The
officer who had openly doubted God found himself trampled to death by
the people whose only thought was food. Doubt is deadly! It can and will
separate us from the One who provides. Indeed our Father in heaven does
provide for all of our needs. We may lose our job, our belongings, and
still somehow we survive, thanks to our Father coming through for us. We
may lose our best friend, our spouse, and sure it hurts, still God will
come through for us!
Doubt, however, will prevent us from
experiencing God fully.
It becomes even worse when we doubt about
sharing the Good News message. Literally there are millions dying from
spiritual depravation. They hunger, but they don't know what they are
hungering for. They feel empty inside and have no idea how to fill this
emptiness, except by pursuits that lead to more emptiness.
We
doubt because there is a possibility that we will be ridiculed. After
all, what would people think of us? Doubting our mission will cause huge
consequences. The hopeless will continue to be depressed, the addicts
will continue to remain in bondage. The joyless will continue to be sad.
The doubters will continue to doubt.
What a tragedy!
May we come to the same conclusion as these 4
lepers: "What we're doing is not right. This is a day of good news and
we are keeping it to ourselves." (2Kgs 7:9a, NIV2)
Aren't we
tired of hopping from one train to another?
Rob Chaffart