Revelation 22:5a "There will be no more night. They
will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the sun, for the Lord God will
give them light." (NIV)
Isn't it interesting that the Bible begins and ends
with the light? God is goodness and light. Darkness is equated with sin and
evil.
As a new immigrant in Canada, I walked home alone one
evening in the dark. I was confident because I had done this regularly in
England. Imagine how I felt when a man suddenly vaulted over a fence and
attacked me. For many years after that, I was dreadfully afraid of the dark.
In those days, victims were not offered counselling.
My way of dealing with anything unpleasant was not to speak of it. That was the
way that I was raised. My way of protecting myself in the future was simply to
avoid venturing out in the dark alone.
Years later, when we kept our vehicles in a very dark
barn that I had to enter before I could turn on the light, I would become
extremely — and seemingly inexplicably — angry with my husband.
I was, in fact, still a victim. Then, I attended a
self-defence workshop for women. As I anxiously watched the male instructor
acting out a typical scene, creeping up behind his "unsuspecting" female
partner, I wanted to cry out a warning. In panic, I fled from the class.
However, the instructors had noticed my terror. The
woman followed and gently led me back. They were both great encouragers. Given a
rubber mat to kick, my anger erupted. I didn't realize that I'd broken a toe
until afterwards.
Later, I stood with the male instructor as he
described to the class a method of taking a man down. I wanted to be absolutely
sure that it would work. I stepped forward, and I took that man down!
Today, I'm no longer a victim. I take all necessary
precautions, of course, but that is a healthy respect for my safety.
Emotional and spiritual fears are often combined. It's
not easy for someone who's been attacked, abused, or abandoned by a man to trust
God, when appearing as a male figure. We need righteous counsellors who can
shine a light on our particular situation and walk it out with us. God will lead
us into the light if we allow Him into our life. He gives us the grace to
forgive. And we are made whole.
Satan's plan is to disrupt and destroy. The aim of
terrorism is to cripple the population with fear. Many are already afraid to
travel. Whatever your fear is today, I encourage you to ask Jesus for help. The
Bible tells us again and again not to be afraid.
Psalm 119:105 – Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a
light for my path. (NIV)
Prayer: Lord Jesus, this world grows darker every day.
We need Your light. When You are for us, who can be against us? Thank You that
You are always beside us. Amen.
JJ Ollerenshaw Belleville, Ontario, Canada
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